I hope you all spent an amazing quality time with the people you love yesterday and that now you'll have (or had) an amazing shopping spree for all the good black friday sales! I am really wanting this:
It is that time of year again and I wanted to say happy thanks giving day, the day to be thankful for everything that you have specially the people you surround yourself with let it be friends, family and more!
I am thankful for each one of you who are reading this blog at the moment, and of those not reading it too, and for every little chance that life has given me to be there for the ones I love and to be almost finishing up my career which is going to be the next big milestone in my life at the time. I am also thankful because everyday I get to see amazing things happen and of the great things that are to come.
I should warn you..This was written a couple days ago when my stress level was on it's peek. I was hesitant to post it, but I will anyways cause they were my most genuine feelings at that moment. Right Now I am feeling good and loving some me time.
Friends drama is one thing and Family drama is another whole different thing. There are good days, bad days and the days in between. I am on a stress note here, since Monday I have been having anxiety and a reoccurring small headache. Plus work, plus university PLUS a household that seems to be falling apart because we can't deal enough with the things we have to do, is just not doing it for me, I can't concentrate, I can't sleep much and that is something I cannot cope with. I can barely do a thing on here but the people who are supposed to make the decisions are just not making them. I sometime wished that I could just go to sleep and make it all go away, the problems, the anxiety, the stress.
Don't get me wrong, I am trying to hold it together, but today I just can't, I can't do it any more. And here is my small rant about my life at the moment.
I have been a good daughter (at least I try my best), a good student (which my grades can speak for themselves) and a good friends (to those who really matter to me, at least I am trying hard not to neglect them). All this is just starting to seem to me that I can't cope with some of the real stress-factors going on right now. I just want to give up and catch a plane to an almost deserted Island with a good book, some music and tons of sunscreen and do NOTHING. NOTHING at all. I need my peace of mind right now, which seems to be just slipping through my fingers every second that goes by.
That was the end, at least of my rant about how awful my life felt at that time, I didn't even finished writing this because I was so angry and broken. But it felt good to release all that negativity that was floating around my head.
I hope you had a great Monday and keep up positive energy coming your way.
I have gathered you here today do that I can talk about something new. I have become the community manager for my grandparents business. They are in the aircompressor business for the indutry and I just wanted to leave you their new facebook fan page! So click away the link below and make me a happy gal please :)
Hello to everyone, adults, kids, the elderly and who ever is reading ts now!
I really appreciate how everyone have been patient for the lack of posting! i can't believe it's been so long since I wrote. I have noticed that the gaps between each post is starting to be ridiculous and I feel ashamed.
This semester is my next-to-last and it has gotten out of hand! it is super tough! and a couple of classes are beating me up! one is numbers and the other is strategic planing. Plus work, it all seems to have gotten an effect on me.
On the bright side, it is already November, there are just a few weeks left for the year to end...and that is where my festive spirit is coming from. If you follow me on twitter, you will already know that I am almost done with my Christmas shopping which is super important for me, cause I have been, in the previous years, running around like a headless chick, to get it all together! but this year is so much different than the other and I am just feeling it and I am on a roll!
There are just a few little things that I need, but those are just minor things.
I feel I have grown so much this past couple of months in terms of responsibilities, that I need just a little breather moment and being all festive helps very much on that matter.
I hope you have all been well, and that are enjoying the christmas airs that are around this time!